Keep smiling

Blah... Inside thats how I feel. These past couple months have been pretty hard. I am still having trouble landing a job, getting even more broke by the minute! Feeling worthless.. ugh.. yes I said it because I feel it. Don't get this blog twisted.. I dont want pitty or you to feel sorry for me. We all choose different roads and sometimes they lead you to places like where I am at right now. Wether it was getting married young and failing at it or not going to school right after highschool or even 5 years after that. I know, i know it's not too late! But man.. I didnt think I would really regret some choices ive made. Now here I am, 32 years old, unemployed, in debt and simply feeling like at a dead end! But no worries, I still carry my smile and am optimistic that things will turn around for me soon! I recently applied for some funding so that I can take the HR Certificate program at SDSU. Should get a call soon and see if I qualified for it... wish me luck guys!